Dear, buddy...

Dear, Buddy..

I know it's hard for us to know each other since we never talk a thousand years before.
I know it's so hard for you to understand me.
And really hard for me to across your mind. 

 I gave up a lot of times and still every time I start loving you.

 but it tears me up inside realizing that you are starting to fade away from my life 

and eventually you'll be gone.

You know that how hard to pretend to be friends with someone special 

when every time you look at that person,

 all you see is everything you want to have.

Try hard to fight your feelings, but you just couldn't? 

You fall deeper with each passing day, 

But try to hide it in every possible way

Dear, Buddy..

Let them talk, and talk and talk. 

Let them say what they want. 

We will laugh at the thought they dont know what we've got. 

Every year that goes by, a year older we are.

Dear, Buddy..

No matter how hard it is, I will be here.

Waiting you to take  me to begin the journey,

No matter how long it takes.

Me,

Your XYZ :))